Adam Lambert should be left alone. All he did was kissed a guy and gave an uber raunchy performance on a so called 'family-award-show'..he didn't end the world.He's just like any other gay.who rose to stardom in a blink of an eye.and who isn't afraid to adhere to the 'rule' of freedom of expression.

and OMG i spent the whole night(two nights ago) listening to his new album!its really lady gaga meets queen-esque.and it has that 80's vibe.really addictive beats.feel like buying!but limewire is here for a reason.and for some reason or another,i can relate to his songs.something's happening.not gonna tell anyone. his songs are mostly from a gay perspective.(i'm not gay larhhhhhh..im a girly girl who's into hot guys,how to be gay???????????????????????????)

and school's been teaching me lotsa valuable stuff now.i feel like i learn the most stuff in physio psych(LOVES!) and percog(semi-loves!). the rest is just a blurrrr..but my cp is right.in the end, its not all about the grades..its about mutual respect and integrity.nahh kidding..but i think its about taking many many leaps of faith.each time I take a test,or even hand in assignments,I will pray super duper hard that please please please let me get out of this alive..Then when the results are out,I will also pray super duper doubly hard that please please please let it be good..sometimes,God answers my prayers.Sometimes, He doesn't. I have faith that He will give me whatever that's useful to me..That's why I call it,taking a leap of faith.but of course,as much as I hate the inevitable competition, i wanna try helping as much as i can because im not smart.never was and never will be.

so yes,leap of faith...physio psych is the love mann!!!we get to try really touching-esque experiments!and experiments that make me screammmm!!!haha funny shiz.hhaha percog is funny toooo!!!!!

and i fucking hate reading journal articles!!!!i guess i'm not gonna do my phd no matter how much I want the title of a doctor.I just will never be the kind of person who writes shit down to help future students to do their literature reviews or to help other researchers to do their research..i wanna help real people who need real help,like in a life and death situation.I know if someone doesn't complete their lit reviews,they will probably scream "AHHHH!!!!Im so dead and done for!!!the journal articles are killing me softly!!!!!!!!!!"(me). but nahh.i survived=)

yea so im into abnormal psych..cant wait for next next sem to take it=D..schizophrenia,depressive disorders,eating disorders,and all that shit that can happen to anyone.

and today,someone's ugly personality was revealed..im thankful it didnt happen to my group,but im not thankful that it happened to another group with people in it that I'm close to.sucks,but may yall make it through as smooth as possible=)

leon's 21st party on saturday.hope it will be as sucessful as claud's.

heh.i should be doing my justification and youtube videos now..byee