The angels are losing.

2010-03-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

I have moved.

triciamfernandez.tumblr.com

Tumblr's the coolest.

Enjoy yo!

2009-12-31T16:06:00.002+08:00

Today is New Year's Eve.oh well.

Many things happened this year.Some were enjoyable.Some weren't.Isn't that what life is about?

I don't really make New Year resolutions.Maybe I give it a try. =D

Lose weight. Oprah Winfrey said last year that 2009 would be the year of her weight lost. Apparently not.lol.BUT 2010 will be the year of MY weight lost...HAHA!!!I'll be skinny.Just you watch.
Hmmph.good grades!GPA needs to increase.though it will be tough.
Read more! I, Lucifer is a good book xD
hmm.Be a better person and stop calling people bitch although they are...(This one's a lil bit hard)
Be a better musician..hearing needs to improve,HAH!
Try new things and take risks.
make new friends that will be kept for a long long time.and keep the old ones too.
Try not to give mummy a hard time although it will be hard.
Live, Love and Laugh. xD
meet amazing people.

That's all I guess. I guess I should be thanking all the people who made 2009 a good year for me. Thank you my darlings. you are loved.

xoxo, Tricia M. Fernandez

gay love ftw

2009-12-23T22:49:00.006+08:00

'tell me why you're so hard to forget

don't remind me, i'm not over it'

the cutest love of them all....

is gay love. I'll tell you why.

This is Matt Newton. He plays Troy in Ugly Betty..Pretty Boy much?
This has gotta be the cutest pic I have seen in my entire life!not kidding!!
aww man!!he really looks like Becki Newton, his sister.who plays Amanda.so darn cute.
AWW SHUCKS!!!DONT MAKE ME BLUSH!
aww mannnnnnnnn...okokok this is the cutest of them cutest.now let me introduce Becki Newton..she's pweeety..
and this is Ian.
and this is Adam..heeee gay love!!!!

I thought cold water boils faster than hot water.

2009-12-11T15:40:00.002+08:00

Confession: I bought Adam Lambert's album =)...i know its a complete waste of money.but I had free popular vouchers anyway.and Popular sold it for $3 less than That CD shop..haha so luckily I didn't buy it there =)..and omg adam's eye makeup is gorgeous..i should try it one day, when nobody's home=)

I should get started on reading.I feel like continuing on Prozac Nation while listening to Adam's songs but its a bit hard to concentrate..oh oh oh and I bought Super Freakonomics toooo!!I know, complete waste of money..but I HAVE FREE POPULAR VOUCHERS.I wanna read all the 6 books that I plan to read during the hols..butbut but I got so many things to dooooo!!i have to paint my nails, rebond my hair, highlight my hair blonde, shop for presents, wrap presents, thread eyebrows, buy other things that need to be bought.omg im so gonna be broke.

and did i mention,examsss/tests are overrrr(till feb) =))))....percog was a total surprise..and i dont think the subject's that bad..damn funnnnyyyyyy lahhhhhh..everything about it is funny(mostly Dr.Tan)..I know i shouldn't be doing this but what are the chances of him are coming here..HAHAHA he's damn freaking funyyyyyyy..on monday,when he was inspecting our physio test, he had to walk through all the lecture desks to make us sign the attendance..and then he suddenly he said "ARHGHHHH i'm so fat!" in front of me as he was squeezing through my desk.I wanted to laugh but the little voice in my head told me not to.funnyness.

and im going to run later on the treadmill..im so thankful for it!can lose weight!whee. oh and I was watching hell's kitchen season 1 on mio tv...and there was this contestant that was damn funny..i think the boiler was spoiled or smt..then gordon ramsey asked her why she used cold water instead of hot water...then she said "I thought cold water boils faster than hot water"..HAHAHAHAHAHAH..i miss that show..i think gordon ramsey's damn hot.lol.and all the fuck this fuck that was not censored...haha makes it all the more funnier.

ok bye,am gonna read my books now to become smartttt..

2009-11-26T18:02:00.002+08:00

I know I shouldn't be blogging.But heck.Just need to vent.

Adam Lambert should be left alone. All he did was kissed a guy and gave an uber raunchy performance on a so called 'family-award-show'..he didn't end the world.He's just like any other gay.who rose to stardom in a blink of an eye.and who isn't afraid to adhere to the 'rule' of freedom of expression.

and OMG i spent the whole night(two nights ago) listening to his new album!its really lady gaga meets queen-esque.and it has that 80's vibe.really addictive beats.feel like buying!but limewire is here for a reason.and for some reason or another,i can relate to his songs.something's happening.not gonna tell anyone. his songs are mostly from a gay perspective.(i'm not gay larhhhhhh..im a girly girl who's into hot guys,how to be gay???????????????????????????)

and school's been teaching me lotsa valuable stuff now.i feel like i learn the most stuff in physio psych(LOVES!) and percog(semi-loves!). the rest is just a blurrrr..but my cp is right.in the end, its not all about the grades..its about mutual respect and integrity.nahh kidding..but i think its about taking many many leaps of faith.each time I take a test,or even hand in assignments,I will pray super duper hard that please please please let me get out of this alive..Then when the results are out,I will also pray super duper doubly hard that please please please let it be good..sometimes,God answers my prayers.Sometimes, He doesn't. I have faith that He will give me whatever that's useful to me..That's why I call it,taking a leap of faith.but of course,as much as I hate the inevitable competition, i wanna try helping as much as i can because im not smart.never was and never will be.

so yes,leap of faith...physio psych is the love mann!!!we get to try really touching-esque experiments!and experiments that make me screammmm!!!haha funny shiz.hhaha percog is funny toooo!!!!!

and i fucking hate reading journal articles!!!!i guess i'm not gonna do my phd no matter how much I want the title of a doctor.I just will never be the kind of person who writes shit down to help future students to do their literature reviews or to help other researchers to do their research..i wanna help real people who need real help,like in a life and death situation.I know if someone doesn't complete their lit reviews,they will probably scream "AHHHH!!!!Im so dead and done for!!!the journal articles are killing me softly!!!!!!!!!!"(me). but nahh.i survived=)

yea so im into abnormal psych..cant wait for next next sem to take it=D..schizophrenia,depressive disorders,eating disorders,and all that shit that can happen to anyone.

and today,someone's ugly personality was revealed..im thankful it didnt happen to my group,but im not thankful that it happened to another group with people in it that I'm close to.sucks,but may yall make it through as smooth as possible=)

leon's 21st party on saturday.hope it will be as sucessful as claud's.

heh.i should be doing my justification and youtube videos now..byee

Ian Somerhalder

2009-11-21T21:54:00.003+08:00

yums.he makes my dopamine levels go all silly.he makes my friday nights vampirific.he's totally a cat person.he's so much better than edward cullen and bill compton.he's Ian Somerhaler.AKA Damon Salvatore.

2009-11-13T20:05:00.003+08:00

i'm so frigging tired.my knee hurts.and i am pissed.washed cars today.yay now i know how to wash cars.i need to practice 'we're all in this together'(HSM) now!so cheeeesy I know,never really like HSM songs.so byee..

hmph.i've got a confession to make.i miss SAC...oh my god i know right!i miss SAC like hell..mr poh uploaded pics on all the preeeety paintings on the walls of SAC..why weren't they there last year=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((.and i saw bitch face martens on tv..lol..on some lego advert thingy..hahaha i was like "omg that bitch,what is she doing on tv????".

but still,bitchy principle or not,i still miss SAC =(
(it has been a year since O's and prom ended..like wow..)

it's her loss.cos i'm freakin fabulous.

2009-10-22T17:26:00.004+08:00

The Vampire Diaries.My new muse.haha first it was Charmed.omg i missed charmed okayyy.Then it was Ugly Betty..My sister actually told me that i look like ugly betty when i woke up.and then i smiled and i said something like "omg really!!!i like ugly betty okay!!!"..then she said something like "if you are ugly betty then who's marc?"..lolx.don't really get her point.I FREAKiN LOVE MARC ST. JAMES OKAY ALTHOUGH HE'S SUPER GAY BUT I DONT CARE!

I want the holidays back.omg i just realised that i have not blogged for a long long time..haha not like anyone visits anyway..

im having the weirdest of weirdest dreams lately.its like day residue..

and I discovered today that 1.2 is gonna be the toughest semester yet.god save the queen.

i lost the inspiration to blog..haha ..

wheeee=)i wanna eat ice cream but iim super fat but i think i will because i havent eaten ice cream in a really really really long time like about a month so yes i should eat ice cream like now so goodbye,till next time when i find the time to blog but for now,i think i should lift my lazy ass to take my thumbdrive from my bag cos i need to save something and print it from the desktop which iss like so annoyingggg and i cant wait for night to come cos i can watch vampire diaries and swoon over Ian Somerhalder=)..haha rambling much.should stop.

btw did i mention that i think my timetable this sem is quite pleasing to the eye..except on monday and tuesday..haha=)should stop bragging before karma hits me in my face.

oh and i can't wait for saturday too cos a new episode of ugly betty will be on the net=))and yay im actually looking forward to e.l because i finish a grade 5 song in such a short period of time although i only practise once a week..haha so winner!!yay!

oh and sometimes i think why nasty people in the world have to exist.boo you nasty people.

very gay and good looking indeed.

"Oh well..It's her loss..cos i'm freakin fabulous"

oh and House is getting a little disturbing..hahahaha..i think in the latest episode,this guy who died, and made it all the way to the morgue,came back to life...damn funny and yes i almost got a heart attack.

hee.should end.ICE CREAM FTW!

2009-10-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

call me crazy but I'm watching Ugly Betty.and I think I've fallen for Henry Grubstick(played by the gorgeous Christopher Gorham).

harper's tribute=)

2009-07-10T14:30:00.004+08:00

HENRY FRIGGING HOT SHIT IS THE KILLER ON HARPER'S ISLAND.
NOOOOOO!!!!he killed TRISH aka his bride-to-be(katie cassidy)she's quite a good actress.pity she wasn't one of the survivors.

he's actually Wakefield's child.at first, i suspected jimmy.but NOOOO,it had to be the super hot hot hot henry.haha abby killed him in the end.AND worse off,they killed CAL off in the previous episode!!!!BOO!!he was hot too ok!!!
omg this picture is too cute for the naked eye.
CAL!!!and that dumbshit chloe.she got kidnapped by Wakefield and nobody saw it.
CAL!!!!!!so blonde and hot!!darn,after the long awaited series-finale, there won't be any more harper's.and worse, there won't be anymore ONE BY ONE advertisements.so that means i won't be able to disturb anyone at home by saying ONE BY ONE the way madison does it=((haha..so that's why I'm doing a harper's tribute=))omgomg now i can't wait for the finale.the only survivors were abby,shea,madison and jimmy.damn I can't believe harper's over!!!=((

Harper's asside.now it's time for my MJ tribute.haha kidding.i won't do a MJ tribute.but yes,i watched the memorial service TWICE!paris jackson is cute as a button=))omg now i'm like listening to all his songs...oh oh oh and john mayer was on the memorial service.but seriously,what did john mayer have anything to do with MJ??oooh but he was hotttttt.although he didnt sing,his instrumental performance was suaveee!!

lesigh,i actually have to answer 42 questions on some stupid child that was stupid because her mother took drugs while she was pregnant..developmental psych can be such a bore!!!!no,dev psych is BEYOND the valley of bordomosity!and yes,its 42 questions because its SDL via e-learning.so annoying.all because of swine flu.boo!

ok,im off to the valley of bordomosity nowww!!

freakishly freaky.

2009-06-16T14:47:00.004+08:00

this is some long overdue pic.I have been ungracious when....4/8 did this during English lesson.which I do not miss.=)oh but CW was way worse than English.

1 Corinthians 6:9-10 (English Standard Version):
9 “Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice homosexuality,
10 nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.”

Leviticus 18:22 (ESV):
22 “You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination.”

Homosexuality is also referred to as the sin of sodomy. This reference comes from an account in the Bible of two exceedingly wicked cities, Sodom and Gomorrah, which the Lord destroyed. Sodom was known for its rampant homosexuality and unrestrained sexual lust, as well as other sins such as arrogance, haughtiness, and disregard for the poor. When the Lord sent angels to warn Lot who lived in the city that it was about to be destroyed, the men of the city actually wanted to rape the angels!

Genesis 13:13 (ESV):
13 “Now the men of Sodom were wicked, great sinners against the LORD.”

In the Old Testament the penalty for this sin was severe. Today the penalty of death comes in the form of AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases.

Leviticus 20:13 (ESV):
13″If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them..”

Romans 1:24-32 (ESV):
24 Therefore God gave them up in the lusts of their hearts to impurity, to the dishonoring of their bodies among themselves, 25because they exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever! Amen.

26 For this reason God gave them up to dishonorable passions. For their women exchanged natural relations for those that are contrary to nature;
27 and the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another, men committing shameless acts with men and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.

28 And since they did not see fit to acknowledge God, God gave them up to a debased mind to do what ought not to be done.
29 They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips,
30 slanderers, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents,
31 foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless.
32 Though they know God’s decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them

freaking King James was a gay. I AM SO NOT KIDDING.UGHH everyone's gay nowadays.oh well, back to discovering more facts about homosexuals.

and last night, I had the wierdest of the wierdest dream.or rather nightmare.uber weird.this person whom I'm not even close to,or I have not seen or spoken to a few months was going to be the prime minister of Singapore.so yes this person was given a $16 billion stimulus package to spend on Singapore and yes I think the whole world ended after that.lol.must be due to the change of room. gah I ALWAYS get nightmares in my sis's room.booo!!!

anyone watched Harper's??Sheriff Mills HAS GOT TO BE THE KILLER!!!!Henry's getting hotter=)Cal's hot too=)

2009-06-10T21:20:00.003+08:00

WHEENESS.I am blogging again.boo.i got bored of doing my acad writing essay.I don't like to write about food.makes me hungry.boo.i got bored of blog hopping.curse the existence of procrastination.

haha people often complain that my handphone is always engaged, which means that its off.booness.i don't like to on it,that's a fact.hahahahhaha...cos there's this phone code that I have to enter.boo.

lalalal i am bored.I should go back to my essay.=)

stupid acad writing.boooo.double boo.lalalala=)

contractors are renovating the master bedroom toilet on friday.double bummer.triple whammer.

have not been updating my leeeenks.im just too darn lazy.boooo.

one more week till i can ride again=)love telling her when the lights would change.and when there are cars behind.=)

ooh i went shopping with my girlfriends last week=)missed them so much.

monday's project magic again.aaron and jeremy are funnnaye.haha and yes I have learnt that there's many love triangles in my class.omgomgogm damn super uber funny.thankfully i am not involveddd=))))).i shall live my life as a scandal free person.yay scandal freeeee=))))wheeenesss.

ooh and I've yet to mention.Supernatural eneded a few weeks back.Boo.the apocalypse started.the angels lost.Lucifer rose.boo.

and i House, CHASE AND CAMERON GOT MARRIED!!yay chase and cameron!!i love Chase!!uber hot aussie.

haha.back to my esssssayyyyy..boonesss.

adam lambert admits he's gay.BOOOO!!!!

2009-06-10T16:36:00.007+08:00

and I thought we had hope. Adam Lambert officially admits he's gay.BOOOO!!!!!!haha in the new copy of the Rolling Stones Mag.haha.He said that he experimented with drugs and all that shitt.boo.this one's surprising.he certainly doesn't look like the type.and he had a crush on Kris Allen.nayyahaha who wouldn't?Kris is the perfect example of an eyecandy.oh wellies.he's still hot and smexy, that's what matters=))and screw his new boyfriend.who is ugly shizzles.adam would make a great pair with Christian Siriano.My other hot gay.=))

today i had a ride from the best driver in the world!!!haha at least i didnt have to tell her when the lights changed to green=)and if there were any cars behind her.nyahahha..i wanna ride again!!!!can't wait for her pink honda to arrive=)))))))and her bday's coming.claud, what do you want?ooh and still havent treat vodkar to her birthday movie err treat yet.

just came back from stats project.funnnayeeee because was disturbing grace about the who who and omg i think i would make a great paparazzo.right right right.omg sometimes i amaze myself.nayaahhaha...but i promise grACE I wouldnt reveal the paparazzo photo on my blog. I dont have facebook so you are save grACE!!!! =)))))))))))

haha Harper's Island is getttingggg egssssiting.maybe liz was right.maybe Henry's the killer.but he's so hot so I dont want to suspect him=)

so sad I can't go to the matchmaking outing tmr=(nayahah geraldo.go rina!<3.<3<3<3<3muhaha.so sorry kity for being unable to make it=(((((((((((((((((((((but go kity!!!for angel i mean<3<3<3.transform that eyecandy to a heartcandy.=))

hmm what else happened?oh my house is under renovation.booo!!!so annoying.

debate yesterday.funny shizzles.nyahahhaa.yayy i was in OO with Ruth and we got second position=)).screwed up my speech cos it was super freakin short.but powerful!!muahaha.15 minutes was being irritating.veh veh irritating.but im sorry if i hurt your feelings about what I said.haha luckily he didnt turn violent.remember, an emotion that does not lead to a win is an emotion that we do not need. that is all I could remember pacer saying.apart from all the vulgarities.whee debate is fun!!!Ruth please don't quit=).at least you can be your ruthless self over there=)

ELLEN in 4 minutes.hahah ELLEN DEGENERES is in my psych textbook.pictured with her ex-girlfriend.They were saying that when they broke up, her ex turned straight thus they concluded that women changed their sexuality more often than men.haha of course they conducted more research.so if you're a lesbo, fret not, cos there's still hope that you can be straight.lol.that reminds me.i still have not done my informative speech.about homosexuality.WHAT TO TALK ABOUT???that adam lambert is gay????and how dissapointed that not only I but all the fangirls were???hahahahhaha!!!!

2009-06-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

It's time I update.Since I'm done with term tests, I have all the right reasons to visit PerezHilton.And this is what I saw.

BOOOOO!!!!double bummer.
he's a hot gay.period.

but his boyfriend is so sosososos unhot ok.i bet i'm hotter=)and he hasn't come out YET.haha about time=)))dont worry, people like me likes hot gays=)haha lazy lazy to update more=((..I feel like closing this blog..haha...ok ok i won't=))since I have no facebook...YES I HAVE NO FACEBOOOOOK.WAHAHAHAH=)))i can resist, unlike some people.=))

i should post more pics of my gay american idol runner up.
p

wahhhh..and i have a gazilllllllllllllion projects and assignments to completeee=((((
I'll relax first.by listening to adam lambert's songs.

project runway in 6 minutes=)

2009-05-29T09:19:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!SO FUNNNNNNYYYYY!!!!my csa teacher gave the answers to the excel test instead of the the paper.LOL!!!!FIRST TIME EVERRRRRRR...LOLOLOLOLOLOL.freakin effing funnnnnnnyy.wahaha i can't stop laughing.

ONE BY ONE.

2009-05-02T23:10:00.004+08:00

I wish I were a white horse=)when I look at those pics, I just feel so free.I wanna be free.

and I want my motivation back. Where has it gone to?

tomorrow shall be a motivating day.

omgomgomgomgomgog...HARPER'S ISLAND!!!!!haha how did that ugly betty guy get so hot?and and and I just loveee that little girl's voice..ONE BY ONE=)the bestest actors are in that show..KATIE CASSIDY,come back to Supernatural pleaseeeeeee,you're the best blonde demon ever.and and BOBBY from Supernatural is acting too!!

nyahahahhahahhaha=))

I'm thirsty.

Actually I have a million and one things to blog about but I'm not feeling up to it right now.SEE I dont even have the motivation to reply the tags.and to do my CSA quizzes which are due in June.and to read about application softwares.and print stuff.TOMORROW I SWEAR!!!plus plus plus I really really really really really need a dreamcatcher.I have been having alot of REM lately.so I need a dreamcatcher to catch those bad dreams.and I think I was born with a distorted hippochampus.3 months in TP and I still don't know where is where.haha ok I get the basics ok.Im not that bad.

psychology is funn=)))cos we get to learn about the brain and its parts.and and and states of consciousness. ohhh myyyyyy=)))reading up TOMORROW I SWEAR=)))

and I have a million and one pics to post.nahhhh that can wait.

I just want to watch Supernatural and and and and ogle and squeal at MISHA COLLINS and JENSEN ACKLES. hahahaha..

ohhhh and there's XMEN tomorow!!!!omgomgomgogm PYRO's so hot.haha LITERALLY AND PHYSICALLY.sounds familiar??the dumbshit new Xmen movie sucked to the core.stupid hugh jackman.so unhot.ughhhh...

and my heart broke on thursday because adam lambert was in the bottom two...AHHHHHH!!!!!that gay shit better winnnnnn cos he's sooooo hotttttt.

debate orientation today rocked=))the people there are so russel-peters-ishh.haha funny shitttttzzzzoooooooo=))

wahhhh sidetracked so much..okokokok Supernatural now.WHEEEE CASTIEL~~~~~

Lost and insecure.

2009-04-25T16:50:00.007+08:00

Reality was never meant for me.

And why can't PPP last for three years instead of three months??or was it less.

This is what I do best.
This is a heart.

This is a broken heart.LOL!!

KITYYY!!!wahaha she sent me a virtual cheesecake to celebrate my love for ...... . By the way, it's not love.EYECANDY ONLY!!! LOL!!!If I had a virtual angel, I would have sent it to you already!and yours is LOVE=)))))))))ahem starbucks ahem ahem.

"just because he's hot literally and physically. Nothing else!" The literally and physically part got me laughing really badly!!He so wants nobody nobody but youuuuu!!!! =)))) Love you dear!

School's been a bummer. It was not as fun as it used to be. Like I said earlier, why can't PPP last for three years?Tuesdays with T05 will be the bestest =)

Hello there, HSS.
1A01 ain't that bad.
but CSA is bad bad bad..I really really felt like stabbing myself.wahhh shit Excel.im a computer IDIOT okay!!!

blahdeblah.Tomorrow shall be reserved for reading.For now, I should start on my Excel homework.

Les Choristes later!!!!

2009-04-18T23:52:00.004+08:00

RELIEZ.Had fun at foc=)I had awesome GLs.but I gotta admit, my mood was totally a negative negative negative one before FOC started.T05 babies were separated.I was like -NOOOOOOO!!!!!why would someone call their group 'realise'??oh but yayyyy jerry, we're in realise!!or is it release??and pui kei was like 'im in the zee group'.then the GL was like 'eh the zee group is my empire'lol.GLs were seriously high.its like they drank countless cans of red bull or something.and I SERIOUSLY wanted to go for the supper ok!!it's just that ADAM LAMBERT suddenly popped into my mind when I was on the bus.so I had to shout at pui kei's face 'OMG!!!I CAN'T GO TO THE SUPPER!!!I NEED TO WATCH AMERICAN IDOL!!!'haha.and I haven't been to any of the outings so far but i really reallly wanna bond with reliez..I was in the sub-empire Relyon.I still remember the cheers ok!!!!!usually, I dont pay attention to cheers. (I forgot T05's ones by the way=((( I only rememeber HUAT AHHHH!!!!
EASTER BABY!my family rocks.
peace yea!and hss is my love.BUT T05 will forever and always be my first love in TP.they say the friends you make in FOC or week zero will be your friends for life.but i beg to differ.not that I hold a grudge against them.cos the ones that you make during PPP will be the ones that will stick with you FOREVER and ALWAYS.like how Taylor Swift sings it.nYAHAHA.
we've got a fever, we're hot, and we can't be stopped!!!my hot hot hot hot super freakin hot sister. nyahaha.
they say it's like racial harmony.haha even the business people whom we saw at TM said that it really looked like racial harmony.but we call it the T05 love that will never never ever in a million years die out.and when I OIE yall, be sure to OIE BACK LOUDER THAN ME!!!!!!!!omg I oie-ed damn loud to T05 at the mushroom.Luckily it was dark, so no one got to see who's the idiot that was going T05 OIEEEEEE!!lol.nevermind, for DPA camp next year, I assure you, I will be T05 OIE-ing louder than you could have ever imagined=)you have no idea how loud I can get=))
It is time.To let go.but what if I don't want to?

shall blog about week zero another time..btw, HSS ROCK THE EARTH!!!!

2009-04-13T22:23:00.005+08:00

its rather sweet, isn't it?

met up with my besties recently. the trip to SAC was not as emotional as I expected.because I waited outside the music room listening to hellish CO music. and kity was furious with rina.for a number of reasons. firstly she shouted AZIEL so loudly.hilarioussss shitttzzzzoooo!!i'm warning you two now, if you shout some idiot's name in MY house and in TP, you won't be alive.firstly, I have no idea where to hide my face. and secondly, you douchebags can expect a knife to be stabbed into your hearts=) nahh.i love you two too much.

and I saw Mr poh!!!he's the reason why amaths is one of my loves=)gahh shitt him!and gah shit my girlfriends. embarass me. just you wait for your turn.because I'll be waiting for my starbucks very patiently.Im a very patient person.=))in a few months time, maybe..maybe weeks,maybe even days=)))))))))))))))

and thank you kitty baby for breaking dawn=)

im seriously not looking forward to week zero.runnung around the whole school during FOC already brought back memories with T05:(they were my first love in TP.hard to let go.

ooh but FOC was the bomb!RELIEZ!whoosh!!!!the highest highlight was at night, I guesss..because carol and me were singing like there's no tomorrow.and pui kei was talking about her hot-to-go zetten GL.yessssh!!another starbucks.she took a photo of the guy's back.not the front.HAHR!AT LEAST I DONT TAKE PHOTOS OF HOT GUYS:P oh and i'm not joining visual central:Pnyahahaha.

my first love.in TP=)
so unglam this girl.happy birthday pui kei baby:)

I will cut you open.Till you bleed.Like shit.

2009-04-11T22:17:00.007+08:00

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy
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But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
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Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe
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But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

yay man then its both of us for the rest of the song=)
this will work!

when you bleed love, you put out your hands.and then do a heart shape over your heart=)

when you cut someone open, just pretend to slash yourself open

Just act very emo throughout the whole song.

When they say 'I don't care what they say', you really act like you don't care what they say.

when your heart's crippled by the vein that you keep on closing, do a heart shape.and then break the heart shape.and then clutch your right wrist.very tight.like you just cut your vein and attempted suicide.

When they say 'Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy', act crazy.

sing it like you mean it.like you're singing to someone who you'll literally cut yourself open for.

. hmm what else?i got lots more.but then, if I type it here, i wont be a surprise anymore.

this is so gonna work out.

my c*****baby and I are gonna go bonkers.This was our FOC song btw. I'll tell you why.

During lunch on the first day, I thought I bled from nowhere. Freaked out a little. there were no cuts but there was blood on my fingers.Turn out it was my mozzie wound.Then C*****baby and I started singing this song.
At night, to irritate people and to entertain ourselves, Cbaby and I started singing it again. Mainly because we weren't in the same empires:(((((((We got damn high at night.It's like someone spiked my Milo that night. And for that, I got a violent beating.
And it hurts like hell that my T05 babies were not in the same empire as me:((if we were, you can only imagine how highhhhhhhh we could have gotten.
I want T05 back.Now. :(

More pics soon:)
they shall be the reason why i'll be joining DPAIG.

you'll find my footprints in the sand.

2009-04-11T15:03:00.006+08:00

I will be a nice person and upload pics now.

pei rong and monkeyyy
me and patrick!
peace!
me and peirong!!!enjoy canada!!!love you lots!
hot pink shit.
me, kity and oli.
kity and me...sux sux sux sux and it hurts hurts hurts hurts to see you suffering like that:(
oli and kity!
i love my eyes!
me and kity!!!!you better ace your promo exams.
me and oli!hope you get ur hands on your sexy JW soon.
oliii and kityyy
to think that i could have been in the same class in MJC with youuuuuu:(((
BUNNIES!!
TJ VS MJ!!!WINNER: temasek poly!!wahaha.
ginormous calculator.thank God there's no maths now..I MISS AMATHS ALOT OK!
uniform, no uniform , uniform
oli, kity and kity's sperm bag.why are those two obsessed with that bag?
pasta yum yum!
kity and her lover jae joong whom she is about to abandon soon.because of her angel.nyahaha.i will post more later.:)

YOU FOUND ME.

2009-04-03T16:11:00.009+08:00

T05, HONESTLY, MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU.

sentosa was the bomb.here are pics from our ikea date.

2nd April marked the end of PPP.and worth it to the core it was=)

sentosa pics later.

Adam Lambert was the bomb,as usual.=)GAH JUST DON'T GEL YOUR HOT AND PERFECT HAIR UP LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN!ITS FUGLY!there was this hot blonde in the audience.hahar damn hot.

I realise that I have a million more pics to upload..gahrgahr im so lazy.

and FOC is coming up.i need more ME time=)but today is a ME day=)

~~i'm not it love.this is not my heart~~.

Lost and insecure
You Found Me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why’d you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

tracks of my tears.

2009-03-28T22:59:00.003+08:00

So take a good look at my face. You'll see my smile looks out of place. If you look closer, it's easy to trace the tracks of my tears.

Oh my fuggggginngggg goodness.My heart broke when he sang this song.Its just so sweet and sultry and not to mention, SEXY!!!He shouldn't have gelled up his hair like that. It seriously added a few pounds onto his FLAWLESS face!Nonetheless, he's still the hottest gay on planet earth!

Feeling tired like shitttzo right now.

TNS OIE:)

Last day was the funnest I guess.Gossiping about scandals.

It was not that bad :) However, it was intense.

There was the absence of interior decoration, TV and proper internet access.

I also realised that when true colours are revealed, it can get pretty ugly.

So many pics to upload..soon soon..in time to come:)

For now, it's Supernatural.

I didn't know it at fifteen

2009-03-21T23:18:00.006+08:00

I fell into a burning ring of fire....BECAUSE OF ADAM LAMBERT.HE WAS SO HOT THAT I MELTED.HAHA BURN BURN BURN BURN!!!!

AHHHHH!Although the performance was really demonic and satanic;the kind of performances you would love to see in hell, I FREAKISHLY LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!

now compare this,

to this,

SO COMPATIBLE RIGHT????

see, I told you camps will leave me disoriented.

now for a video of my apartment.thanks to roomie, Michelle:)

I really miss homeeeeeeeeeeeeeezezezezez.I miss the Tv. I miss the internet connection. I miss my mummmmyyyy and my sissssssterrrrrr...haha and to some extent, my bro. Five more days without them. It's gonna be tough. But I have to be strong.

I miss T05 too.Alot.I've just uploaded T05's pics.The ones at ikea, sakae, etc.awww mannnn I am so EGSSSSSSCITEDDDDDDD!!!!pui kei and carol might know why.to all my teeee ohhh fivers, stary strong, its only a few more days till school discovery ends. make sure you attend school every day okay!!!!cos I wanna see YOUUUU!!!even a glimpse of you amazing people might just make my day..

First day of stayover..hmm..what shall i say?ooh A1 finally!!!!!!!!!chocolate mint is my love.the aircon was spoilt..dang!but i slept right through..TNS is a really informative CDS:)but don't get me wrong, so are the other 2 CDS that I completed. After this, I am FREE from the clutches of CDS!!!whooo!

After TNS, I am going to give a shot at the guitar again!yay!

Fifteen by Taylor Swift.

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next ~~four~~ three years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors
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isn't fifteen too young?lol.depends on your culture anyway...NORM for the Americans.
talk about culture =)

I'm supposed to be watching shows now.but Im fugggingggg tired.ahhhh.... :(
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goodbye home.I love you, home. I will miss you, home. Make sure you stay the same when I return, home. :(

2009-03-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

Cause it's us against the world
You and me against them all

I really don't wanna go.REALLY REALLY REALLY DON"T WANNA GO.REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY.

Seriously, at first, I was looking forward to it, cos there'll be HOT guys, but now I'm not sure anymore. It's considered as a CDS, so I really can't afford to get distracted by HOTNESS.And there's no bloody TV.And arhhhh!WHAT BIG SHIT HAVE I GOT MYSELF INTO?

sigh times a million.But it's alright.From what I've learnt in POC, I WILL AND I MUST BE INTRINSICALLY MOTIVATED.I HAVE A PASSION, THAT WAS HOW I GOT INTO DPA IN THE FIRST PLACE.and now, I am gonna make the best of it:)

guess what, i am already having post T05 withdrawal symptoms.that video on T05's blog was really funny and not to metion, touching. I was laughing like nobody's business at every single photo.

Wei yuan's hair was superrr funny a month ago.

And I was laughing at Jojo's stone face during the adventure camp.

I remember Ruth was about to cry when we encouraged her to do the jumping thingy.

I remember alot of things.

I also remember that I flew.and for the first time in my life, I felt free.

Not to mention intense camps can distort my emotions and perceptions.REALLY,im not kidding.I REALLY REALLY felt like giving up by the end of the second day.must have been due to dragon boating,i'm pretty sure.

I just want to tell T05 that I remember EVERYTHING.from the time we met.from the fun and laughter we shared.I have never had such a class before in my ENTIRE life,(okay sec two-eight oh six comes in second.)

T05, OIE!

NOW,it's time for ADAM LAMBERT!!

2009-03-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

Aziel: ("he whom God gives strength") - the angel of hidden treasures.

WHOA.I'm gonna name my son after an angel.

Castiel- the angel of thursday:)
very hot, i know. He's the hottie angel who is on Supernatural. LOVE CASTIEL!!SO HOT.IF ANGELS WERE THAT HOT, I WANNA GO HEAVEN RIGHT NOW.

actually, in Supernatural-verse, Castiel is wearing a skin;or a vessel. Just like how demons possess humans.

I will be a good angelogist:)there is such a thing okay!its a person who studies angels.cool much?

anyway, this post is for none other than you, CHEAH KIT YENG JAIME BERNADETTE.

<3 T05

2009-03-15T21:41:00.020+08:00

I would like to remind everyone, that this is how T05 started. most of us were strangers, we didn't know anyone at all. 1st day of PPP was superrrrrrr boring, just basic icebreakers.but I know that DPAIG worked really hard to keep us all entertained.as you can see from the photo, I gave a 'I can't be bothered look'.same goes for some of us..but look at the rest of the photos, see how close we've become.
this was us on the 1st day of the adventure camp..ok I really really really reallly had fun :D..I FLEW FOR THE DUNNO HOW MANY-ETH TIME IN MY LIFE.I love flying.just the panaromic view from up there, it really got me going:) so enthrilling:)
OMZG,was that really me doing the puzzle pieces of the TP school flags??hahar, yea that was me. seriously, i really suck at puzzles.AMAZING RACE WAS REALLY REALLY FUN:)
another pic of the first day =)haha I have no pics of the dragon boating day..I really really disliked dragon boating.I already had some bad experiences of dragon boating in sec two..haha RINA, DO YOU REMEMBER 'N'?haha dragon boaters are damn _____. Insert word there.Indescribable. sadly, hotness doesn't exist there :( LOL

and in the morning, we had mass dance.omzg, i was stoning most of the time. PLEASE, i had a B for dance:)HAHA not bad right:) hahahahah.

T05 on the last day :) oh my giddy god, i was stoning during trebuchet too.damn tired. Amazing Race drained all my energy.

haha, T05 had really differing personalities around. I guess it was fate that brought us so close together.

here comes random pics plus pics from presentation..
this was taken a couple of weeks ago.in this shot, carol is trying to kill pui kei.
keeeeyeee, carol and pui
zhenghong, zhiyong, pui, ruthless and me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYONG =D
haha i think me, pui and ruthless did a very very very very nice job in surprising zy:)PUI KEI IS SUCH A ~~Good~~ great liar!!
stop and stare. you think you're moving, but you go no where.
now you know the consequences of staring at people when they are eating.oh and good job pui kei!!!!!
zhenghong, wei yuan and jojojojojo.
me, audrey, keith, jerry :)) <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_bElNi4fsTng/Sb0PB6iK-rI/AAAAAAAAAMs/lnJOLOuYHTE/s1600-h/DSC02524.JPG">my group, during QNA.
carol, looking like an octopus
ruthless, me and pui. we were the cable room.watching discovery channel:)to quench our thirst for knowledge:)not that we don't have any:)
arrhhh..wei yuan, CAMERA SHY!!!!
WY: arhhh u so sick omg omg u so sick...SICK!!!
yay at least i got half the face.
wy trying to escape...
pui doing tie.
ruthless and carol baby.
keeeeyeee
carol girlfriend:)love you to death:)
keeyeeee scolding pui, who is crying..
keeeyeeeee!!!so teacher-ish.
MEEEEE in nerdy glasses:)yay i got my nerd look back again:)glad to be back:)
ruthless in nerdy eye wear.
ruthless, pui, carol, keeeyeeee
audrey acting like a lecturer
pui and me
me and keeeeeyeeeee
me and ruthless.
me, carol girlfriend and ruthless
pui!!
JOJO.I know I am part of the paparazo.
T05 girls
Me and AUDREY
JERRY!cheer up:)don't be upset:)
employer, narrator and maid

pui,carol and jojo

MY Lim, Keith.
weiyuan, arhh someday i will capture your face. MARK MY WORDS!!
AUDREY

haha this post is totally dedicated to T05. Im really sorry I didn't post it on T05's wonderful blog:(
carol and pui, send me ur pics soon:)
can't wait for ikea tomorrow:)

T05, as we end our journey together on tuesday, may we treasure all the memories we had together..and may they not fade away:)soon, we are going to embark on our various school discovery programmes and and with that, we will be going our separate ways..keep in touch, yea!I'm sure I will be tired to death in TP GREEN.plus there will be eyecandies(I hope so..cross my fingers!!)...haha..probably will be mentally and physically exhausting:(..there will be reflective journals and projects to do..

Tricia and Tricia and Tricia LOVES ang mor! hiphip! ANG MOR! hiphip! ANGMOR!!! hiphip!! ANGMOR!!!

T05 and Miss Hernie, on the last day of Psychology of Creativity.HAHA POC is kinda cool:)

next post shall be dedicated to my besties..and I WILL POST THE PHOTOS:)PROMISE:)

2009-03-12T11:15:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!I can't stop squealing:)))))))He's so damn hot..and gay...I hope the ADAM LAMBERT phenomenon don't die out in 10 weeks time..

Oh man,now I have to memorise a ~~shitload~~ of stuff pertaining to mental illness.But first, I need to think of a new children's story, regarding Amber and Tristan.GO AMBER AND TRISTAN.Not forgetting the cutesy paint pictures too:)

Plus,there's more editing to be done with the POC powerpoint.

PLUS,there's conqeuring to do:)I already got my hands on Savin me by Nickelback, Just dance by Lady GAGA, I don't wanna be by Gavin DEgraw, If I were a boy by Beyonce(5 sharps and 5 flats..), knockin on heaven's door by Bob Dylan and omg CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON by Kansas:))))))i'VE BEEN waiting for it for like forever..I conquered the first few bars by hearing,now just need to learn the riffs and the rest of the song;)I only managed to do about 2 bars of the riff..how pathetic..I AM GONNA CONQUER THEM ALL AND PLAY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.just need to find a day....haha I'm probably the most pathetic person on planet earth right now..I've only managed to arrange Apologise by One Republic and Imagine by John Lennon..

PLUS,SUPERCUTS TODAY..bangs or no bangs?lol.

My nails are black again. Just like ADAM LAMBERT's. I was painting most of them during American Idol cos it was just plain boring..Then ADAM came out..so I was like HOLY SHIT THAT'S ONE HOT GAY!!..and as I expected, my nails turn out like ~~shit~~.garhhhh

OK,Im of to do some Amber and Tristan now..

In case you don't know, Amber and Tristan are the name's of my two main characters of my cutesy childre's story..They're lovely names..hahar I should name my kid Amber.and another kid,Tristan.LOL.SO ORIGINAL.thats what creativity is all about:)

CDS is ending soon.T05 will be missed greatly:(

2009-03-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

American Idol is so damn boring. Bring out the hot gay already!
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Thank God for Stephenie Meyer:)Thanks God for Twilight:)and most importantly, thank God for EDWARD CULLEN:)))))))))

can't wait for tomorrow.HAIRCUT.and RINA AND KITY:))))))))

Amber and Tristan are going to stay:)

A day ago, one of my classmates was presenting his literary figure..Im sorry T05,I was kinda sleeping throughout the whole 3 hours..but suddenly, that classmate of mine said,

If something happens for a first time, it won't happen again..
But if something happens the second time, it will happen a third time...

OH MY GOODNESS,I STARTED LAUGHING OUT LOUD THAT I NEARLY CHOKED ON MY SNICKERS!

I know it doesn't make sense, but at least it was funny:)

I spent most of the day smsing to vodKAR about an ultimately blonde person.hahar damn funny..and the rest, getting court shoes.

School's been FUNNAYE!!!!!There is a certain possibility that I might die of laughter..soon..Is there such a thing?Dying of laughter??I hope not:)To me, laughter makes my world go round:)Endorphins and serotonin are being released into the bloodstream.My pupils will dilate. My heartbeat will quicken..Did you know that 5 minutes of pure laughter can burn A LOT of calories...Im not sure how much, but I know it's more than running for 5 minutes..

I feel so damn fat.I'm eating so much chocolates!!!Chocolates are very therepeutic.
If I ever get a medical license, I will prescribe Chocolates instead of Prozac to the depressed:)
Then again, I don't want to be a M.D.Reminds me of HOUSE..I <3 HOUSE :D

I want BREAKING DAWNNNNN.HAHA i'm slow, I know.

I need to paint my top coat.Right now.

2009-03-05T16:24:00.004+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT!
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1 episode of HOUSE.M.D

3 episodes of LOST.

2 episodes of HEROES.

1 episode of SUPERNATURAL come MARCH 12th.

TERMINATOR:THE SARAH CONNOR CHRONICLES.

SAMANTHA WHO.

ANGEL.

THE MENTALIST.

FRINGE

ONLINE MOVIES

oh,the countless amount of marathons.but when?
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1 CW journal

1 CHILDREN STORY

PSYCHO BLOG UPDATE

PSYCHO COMPETITION

1 POC PROJECT

1 SONG TO PRACTICE

THOUSANDS OF SCORES THAT I WANT

3 CAMPS TO LOOK FORWARD TO

SHOPPING
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Procrastination is not something I would want right now.

TRICIA FERNANDEZ,PRESS ON.

that did help :)

I feel quite accomplished today.I changed the printer ink without much help.~~fuck my brother for not being the man of the house.~~for the past five days,I WAS THE MAN!i feel like a trannie..and for the next two years,no real man will be present.maybe only on weekends.Hence,I SHALL and WILL be the ~~man of the house.~~

I shall finish the cookies to cause irritation.I hope he brings home some souvenirs:)

off to do my ~~dumbest idea on earth~~ children story.

2009-03-01T16:40:00.001+08:00

I am so sorry, I just couldn't get enough of him.
This is the part where I start singing I CAN'T GET NO SATISFACTION!!!!!!

2009-03-01T14:19:00.002+08:00

this post shall be an insightful one.

but how insightful can I get? I have ~~georgia~~ on my mind. I actually have 10000000000000000000000000 projects and assignments to complete and I'm wasting away blogging. Chill. I'm just exaggerating.

Has our conscience shown?
Has the sweet breeze blown?
Has all the kindness gone?
Hope still lingers on

So I walk up on high and I step to the edge
To see my world below
And I laugh at myself while the tears roll down
'Cause it's the world I know, it's the world I know
-The World I know by Collective Soul.

It's a meaningful song.

So what is happening to the world nowadays?
1. Economic Recession. Economists say that the worse has yet to come. I am scared. The way they portray the great depression in my history textbook is frightening. But with Obama's stimulus plan and his recent hopeful and optimistic speech, billions of Americans will work their way up towards economic stability once again.

2. Wars. Be it on terrorism or just for plain violence. Obama announced that he plans to withdraw the American troops from Iraq and place them in Afghanistan to curb the Taleban. I always hated studying Terrorism. Depressing topic. They say its a holy war. I say its just plain fun killing people, isn't it?
However, with someone like Obama leading America towards redemption, and leading the world towards salvation, I have hope. Hope that the world will become a better place for our children to live in. :)

3. Poverty. in Africa. In India. even in the fattest country on planet earth, USA. Singaporeans like to waste. I mus confess, I am one of them. There is nothing much I can do. If I were Angelina Jolie, I would want to visit all those poverty-striken areas as well. Society just forbids us to. For now, I can start by not wasting my food. Which is difficult, considering my inner struggle to curb all those indulgences surrounding me.. Food should be well spread. Equally spread is a better word.

4. There are more problems that the world is facing right now. I really want to be more involved in politics. But its just not my thang. I can't even vote in the next GE. I would love to go to the states and take part in the next elections, come 2012..I will be 21:)

SAVE AMERICA, SAVE THE WORLD! I BELIEVE IN BARACK HUSSEIN OBAMA!

2009-02-27T18:50:00.002+08:00

It's funny how some gays are the HOTTEST HOT SHIT ON PLANET EARTH.That video really changed my perception of how hot gays can really get. ADAM LAMBERT WILL BE THE REASON WHY I WOULD BE WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL RELIGIOUSLY!
well, unless he's out.

2009-02-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

got this off the SRS website.

the visit to the SRS was definitely a compelling one. although there were no hardcore psychoses, I was not disappointed. In fact, my level of empathy just increased. Now I know. You should know too.

what THEY feel, we can NEVER comprehend.Even if we put ourselves in their shoes, we can never fell their EMOTIONS. Because God made us so uniquely that even emotions are perceived differently.

I wanna meet someone inspiring.Like now.I need ideas.On how to change the world.

2009-02-24T19:35:00.001+08:00

2009-02-23T23:02:00.004+08:00

now you know how relaxed poly life can get..don't get your hopes up too high now.it's just the second week. as the saying goes, expect the unexpected.

i swear i am bruised all over. I feel so Claire-ish.(Claire's the cheerleader from heroes) I see blue-blacks all over but I don't feel a thing. Well of course if i press it,the pain will sweep me.off my feet.kudos tricia,you're human:)

i never knew I could be such a whore.CAMWHORE I mean.gay shots and lesbian poses are the best!

T05's been a helluva class.love them to death:).come to think of it,after CDS ends,i will probably be suffering from another syndrome of culture shock again.

It's a syndrome because the cluster of symptoms are:

1. I will miss T05
2. I will miss T05
3. I will miss T05

and so it goes.

TO RINA AND KITYENG:
I know you're been going through hell on earth since both of you started embarking your new journey in your respective junior colleges. Your new 'friends' might be fake. But who cares? These people only have the ulterior motive of bringing yall down. Fuck the naysayers cos they don't mean a thing. Focus on the positive. Focus on your schoolwork. Focus on the light at the end of the tunnel. God I know it hurts me inside to not see you in school every single day and I know you fell the same way too..but remember this,I might not be there with you physically,but I will be there in spirit. NEVER BACK DOWN.FIGHT THOSE FUCKER BITCHES LIKE HELL! :)

2009-02-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

2009-02-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

RINA WHO WAS CRYING AFTER WATCHING VALKYRIE :)

RINA AND ME :)

RINA AND KITY,my two girlfriends for life:)

KITY ON THE PHONE.

BFFS.

BFFs again:)

2009-02-18T20:07:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

that was a personality quiz. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

off to do my stupid reflective journal now.i already have in mind what i wanna write:)

2009-02-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

finally. finally.

finally.

finally..

A1 BUBBLE TEA CHOCO MINT!

like i said,finally.tasted like heaven.although we don't really know what heaven tastes like..but it DOES taste like heaven.thank God for A1.

i probably went through hell and back in tp.

reminds me of american idol.

drama girl: you have know idea what I've been through to get here!!!!i've been through hell and back and......sob sob

another girl: did u see satan?just joking...

LOL.

off to decode mental illnesses now:((((((((((((..

i wish...for someone like Barack Obama to inspire me.

no i actually i wish for an A1 choco mint bubble tea to manifest itself right before my very eyes.

ok im really off to decode mental illnesses now.

2009-02-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

one of my favourite scenes of all times.i could have cried.and died.if it was my last day on earth,i'll be singing dead or alive too:)and then followed by check yes juliet..and then followed by a catholic hymn so that i can secure a place in you know where:)

school starts tomorrow.officially.no more playing.

but when the going gets tough,you fight.you fight like hell.they may be bruises.but bruises will heal eventually :D

2009-02-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

daddy,where on earth are those prison break books?

valkyrie date this fri:))))))))))))))))))))))

yay i got a date with tom cruise and hitler this friday..yesh:)

i miss bitching about hitler in my history essays:(

val day neos up soon:)

im never gonna go orchard on val day again.im gonna die.of laughter.soon.all i said was gay,tranny,lesbian,gay,tranny..omg hot angmoh guys on the bus.stone.stone.stone.stone.stone.stone.haha manchester united properly..haha..what does mr 8 and mr8 stands for?stupid couple shirts....so cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesy.

and to think im never gonna watch ellen on the big screen again:( so depressing.

i will miss my 2 besties for life:(((((((((im so sorry if my present was cheapshitskate...ahhhhhhhhhhhh:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((and i nearly cried when i read the lovely love notes...

t:EH YOU NOT GONNA GET YOUR DICKIES AHHHHRHHHHHH???????
rnk:shaddup lah( while beating me).

t:eh i think they changed the timing of live and loaded because of us.
vodKAR:SMILES.no its people complain....
t:oh really ah.

t:she hates me,mummy and leon
claudine: (burst out laughing)..

oh wells.the fernandez people are strong people.we don't bruise easily:)

2009-02-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

dpa camp was seriously fun:))))))))))))))))

lots of people to thank for the experience

If i ever have to leave TP, I will definitely cry.

now i know what it's like to freak out,let it go,live my life and have fun:)

2009-02-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

2009-02-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

Disagreement only leads to more questions which leads to more research which leads to better understanding. Debate is a healthy mental exercise not an argument.

oh my god.castro's inspiring...:))))))))))))))))DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-02-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

It doesn't mean that if i wear a pink headband,i'm a barbie,u bloody ah lian.

oh wells,we must excuse ah lians for being ah lians because they are,ah lians. :)

I miss Supernatural.the tv show.i wish they'd come back on tv.thats how u suffer if u don't have cable.watching it on small screens isn't very nice.oh wells,at least i still get to watch it:)

i have blue-blacks everywhere.they look like tatoos that has gone bad though:)

dpa camp was fun :) leaders were really nicee:)

i hope no one heard me cursing vulgarities like fuck shit bloody hell idiot when i was on the flat wall.but i know there were.haha.im not that shallow.i know what u're thinking:)i can read minds:)like matt parkman from heroes:)

no one uses sun block anymore.

i miss the days when we would just use sun block like nobody's business.

i miss girls.not that im a lesbian .but i just miss girls.they're really good people:)but some of them can be bitches too.girls are bitches.duh:)

p.s.anyway,please don't mention personal details like adds,school,etc.remember,people being people are out there to get you :))

rina and kity,if u're reading this,where's my starbucks?

tnk:oh hahaha im sure by next week u'll say-triciaaaa i have a boyfriend:(((
r:no lah wherre got?
k:haharrr sure one lor

t:oh haha u too kity!
rnk:ahhhh jc wont have boyfriend lorrrr..too busy studying.
t:oh haaaahahahaah
t:tell me why poly will have bf?
rnk:oh cos poly dont really have work to do..they will date girls more often
t: :0 lets see who will have a boyfriend first:)
-all point finger at each otherr.-
k:tell me ten good reasons y i'll have a bf
r:cos boys like outgoing girls :)
t:ya ya ya ya
k:NO!!!!!!
r:ok if i hv bf i treat yall bubble tea.
t:no .bubble tea very cheapo.i want starbucks.
r:oih!
k:same goes for all of us..
t:huhhhh...oklahoklahoklah.

k: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... and the hottest guy is in my group....LOl.

lol.or so along those lines.

sorry.i dont fall in love easily:)unless u have pink hair.and if ur name is michael castro.and if u sing i'm in love with a girl to me..then maybe i will consider:))))))))))))

oh my god i wish i had castro genes:)

2009-02-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

REMINDER TO ALL WHO VISIT.:1. i should be totally and absolutely positive on this blog.this blog shall be my positive channel..considering my negative demeanor.haha.

2. i should not mention names if i want to vent out my anger or hatred towards certain people.oh wait.thats not positive.not not not not not.but whats a blog for if i cant bitch about others who get on my nerves?i should do it with anonymousity.is there such a word?oh no.too much of angus,thongs.

3. remmember..the internet is full of fake people..i think im fake on the internet.i think thats who u're supposed to be on the internet...i think we might be victims of predators if we're supposedly real... just a warning...doesnt have to mean anything. :) but it's good if it means something.. think about it.

4. sometimes,i cant really be bothered about proper english on the net.i know it might affect the way we speak and write.but haha..im too lazy to type ok!

5. i'm not perfect and so are u. so please please please don't ask me to link you cos i dont know how to and i don't want to learn ok!im a blogging IDIOT...blogging language is totally foreign to me.really alien looking.all the slashes and weird words.i will go mad.if u want, i'll link u in my posts:)or leave ur link on the tagboard.

6. whatever my posts are,they are not pertaining to my whole life story..so yea i think if i do post about that, i'll literally die.

are these words rules or reminders?

oh god im sleepy.

2009-02-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

test test testing.
random fact: Jesse McCartney grew. :)